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One of those Days: Not Myself

8 Dec

I have been a bit away from the blog and twitter for a while now, not that am loosing interest or anything like that, it’s just so many things been on my mind lately and things that needs planning and lots of worrying to do! so I felt like I couldn’t just sit and be here. You might ask what is it that’s keeping me away, well its hard to say now, it’s just something that’s important to me and am trying to focus on, and no am not getting married :P

On the other hand, i just wanted to say how nice it was to have Cheeky back in Kuwait, its true that it was only for 3 days but it was cool :) we all miss having her around her, I believe she should get back and live her!! what do you think?

The weather? khalas now no one should complain anymore, you wanted winter and so far we have been experience the best winter weather anyone could possibly want, cold and sunny! that’s just perfect! though I would be happy with less cold and more rain, but this is fine :D

I was glad that November is over and now it feels like December is running away from us! don’t get me wrong I like this feeling, but am not very sure how its gonna be to start a new year! 2011 was very eventful but I wouldn’t call it a happy year, am hoping 2012 would bring everyone happiness and peace, any new years resolutions? any plans for new years eve?

 

one of those days: back to work

4 Dec

it is the day that we’re back to work after having a 3 day week last week..

its just really had to get back into the swing of things.. i feel so out of it and can’t wait to go home!

i’m already starting to plan my next trip to kuwait… which will be at the end of this month for a couple of weeks.. i can’t wait! i just need a few weeks to chill out.. i’m getting so tired of all the weekends i’m working..

luckily i’m feeling a bit good about myself cause today is the third day that i’ve been healthy! so i’m gonna stick with it and hopefully finallly see some results!!!

i was eating so so badly before! like thousands of calories in biscuits!!!!!! so now i’m eating a lot of fruits and berries and just have to be more wise about what i eat!!! and try to work out also – it has been over two weeks i did any form of exercise!!!

so hopefully sticking with it! and if i don’t! it can be a new years’ resolution ;p

someone please save me from the hectic-ness of workkk!!!!!!!!!

 

One of Those Days: Sleepless

5 Sep

Its been almost a week since Ramadan is over and I still have messed up routine when it comes to sleeping. I took a week off on the last week of Ramadan and i was sleeping well I would say, true maybe I used to sleep more than am supposed to (9 to 10 hours) but I didn’t have a problem sleeping in the first place.

Now its my second day of work and I have slept around 7 hours in total. Yesterday I have forced myself to not sleep through the day (which was so tempting) just to be able to sleep at night which also didn’t help. I spent 4 hours in bed just trying to sleep and its so freaking annoying.

Whats bugging me mostly about this is that my mind is fully awake and functioning like crazy late at night. I hear my voice inside my head (no am not crazy) saying stuff and remembering things. Not to mention the annoying songs that comes to my mind that I keep repeating over and over again!!! What am I suppose to do to fix this??

I tried getting up and doing other stuff, I tried listening to something else just to rest my head, I tried switching to the other side of the bed, it’s almost everything in vain.

Am just tired and sleepy and need to have a good night sleep :(

Who to blame? I say the messed up routine of Ramadan! god knows how long this will take me to fix and get back to the old me. Anyone here facing the same problem? and if you do, how do you usually deal with it?

 

one of those days: rollercoaster

14 Jul

its been a rollercoaster week – with ups and downs and downs and ups and round and rounds…

i’m so tired – i really need a bit of air.. i want to smile and then i feel like crying and its strange..

i’m exhausted at work and feeling highly unappreciated! and that’s the main cause of why i feel like this!

my boss at work got fired. i don’t know why that always happens – they are usually men and in the midst of hiring me!

this means my hiring process slows down.. i just need some stability in my life

is that so wrong???

i just wish my days was a little better today – but i guess it’ll make me appreciate the weekend even more (i hope its a good one)

anyone got any exciting plans?

One Of Those Days: Not Around

6 Jul

I haven’t been active lately as am not in Kuwait right now, I have traveled a couple of days ago to my home town and leaving tomorrow to Paris :D It’s my first time so let’s hope it turns out well.

I have been busy with family and a different kind of routine. Eating heavy meals, sitting with family and relatives, going out, staying up and waking up late too, I feel bothered abit by this routine, but I guess anything better than work right?

Tomorrow is my flight to Paris, since I have been only to Europe once (London) am not so sure how Paris would be that different, I didn’t like London much so let’s see about this one. The thing am excited the most about this trip is that am going to Euro Disney, that should be fun right? True am 26 years old but I have a baby’s heart :P

I think I’ll be away for awhile, but when am back ill have a lot to share with you guys :) In the mean time, does anyone have any tips, special places, recommendation for Paris? I appreciate any help!

I’ll miss everyone around here, take care till then :)

one of those days: bad friend

29 Jun

welllllllllllllllllllllll!!!!!!!!!

i have a friend here!! who’s become really really horrible!

she’s actually really sweet and nice..

but twice in one week – she has made plans with me.. and not even cancelled. when i msg to tell her i left work and am 15 minutes away she tells me she’s caught up with work and can’t make it!

now i’m not the right person to talk because i have a habit of changing plans around etc! but i have more respect for people’s time to let them know at the very least a few hours before so they can make alternative plans! not expect them to msg me a little while before we’re meant to meet!

i told her the night before if she was gonna cancel on me to let me know then! i just think its completely out of order! and i’m done making plans with her! or just brush it off being all yea yea we’ll see!

it really bothers me when people have no respect for other people’s time!

One Of Those Days: Napping

25 Jun

Since I joined the work force and my life cycle changes, I made a rule that there won’t be any daily naps unless occasionally. Why? Well because If I wana nap every day after work, it means that my days is almost over and I won’t be doing anything productive in my weekdays, which is definitely something I don’t want.

For the past 4 years I have been sticking to this plan, I have been napping on Thursday or mostly weekends, depends on my day plan and if I have time to do so, but that’s it, no naps during weekdays! I gotta admit, napping can be really healthy, depends on your body ofcourse, some people wakeup fresh, some wakeup feeling cranky, so I think it depends on your own system.

The problem that I have been facing lately is that whenever I feel like napping (weekends) something has to screw it up! And by that I mean whoever is in the house!

1. Its either my parents suddenly decided to call my name a couple of times, and because am a light sleeper I do hear them, but I choose to ignore it, so they decide to get into my room and ask the weirdest question “Are you sleeping?” while the room is dark and my lying under the cover! Hmmmm what do you think am doing?

2. Or its either one of my brothers is talking on the phone and walking around the house while enjoying his conversation with his friend! I wish it was only a conversation; it includes jokes, laughs and malaqa!

3. Or your phone rings, and it’s one of your friends but you’re really into your nap so you decide to ignore it, the next min your friend is calling the house phone ( a stalker?) and instead of your parents telling him/her that your sleeping, they decide to do number 1 again.

I really don’t know what am I suppose to do, I can’t just go and tell every member of the house that am gonna nap every time I feel like it!! Sometimes it just hit me and I decide to nap without any notice!

Napping should be healthy, not a way to get more headaches and to get cranky….am moody now :(

~one of those days: horrible 5 year old!!!!!~

13 Jun

today my day got from hectic to horrid!!! i’m serious! i have never spent 4 more horrible hours than the ones spent today!

i love kids! i really do.. i’m quite patient and have a really good way of using reverse psychology on them to make them better behaved! unfortunately kids love me! which isn’t a bad thing unless u encounter the child i did today!!!

a little 5 year old witch!

she is unfortunately a cousin of mine!

she is 5 years old and wreaked havoc in my house and on my state of mind.

i have been left with a
migraine
broken make up
wet bathroom
messed up bed
bad mood!!

she pushed her mum around, yells at her and is just horrid.. she was rude to me but i ignored her and i think she realises she can’t get away with things with me.. she treats everyone around like they are there to do things for her! and she is 5 years old!!

she makes her mum pick things up that she drops! and she drops them over and over just to bother her mum

has anyone else encountered children like this before?

~one of those days: out of it~

2 May

i feel so woozy today.. i find it hard to keep my eyes open and try to function normally..

i fell asleep for less than an hour and couldn’t figure out of i’d slept a whole day and coudn’t figure out what was going on… this is the first time this happened to me.. and i really don’t like it.. it feels like i’m in control of nothing..

has anyone ever had this happen

i just feel woozy, disorientated and a bit madreee.. my sister in law saw my eyes and told me that i looked like i was drunk or on drugs…

i’m gonna start taking my vitamins again.. i wonder if its to do with my illness…

i need to stop feeling this way that’s for sure!

hugs to all

mwah

~one of those days: sad~

1 Apr

having heard some really horrid news on tuesday.. i’m just so exhausted and not in the mood for anything..

its strange.. i don’t want to talk about what i heard.. but it kinda made me feel like the air had been punched out of me. and i felt that way… well till today.. i’m still tired and really out of it.. but starting to come to terms…

it just makes me wonder why life is like this.. why is there disappointments.. why do we lose the ones we love.. why do we have hardships..

i’ve been suffering from the most horrible nightmares for last couple of days.. i’ve started taking a few sleeping pills.. and even with them.. i wake up several times a night… almost every hour – or hour and a half..

i finally got the keratin treatment… there were a lot of positives and negatives.. but my hair was insane.. and i wanted to try it out from a new place to see how i felt..

i need to stop feeling like this! from tomorrow.. a new wave of positivity inshallah..

hope everyone is well

wishing u all a goood weeekendd :D

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