I havent been myself for the past 2 months, probably since I came back from my vacation and got overwhelmed with work. I feel like I’m always running out of time (which is weird since I easily manage to work with deadlines), unfocused and disoriented. It’s mostly because of work since im having so much to do, so much to follow-up on, and so much to make sure that it gets done! As much as I try to manage my time, list down the projects/tasks, and work with a deadline, it’s still not easy when you have load of work to do.
The good thing is that I don’t usually panic, I try to keep myself calm (at least on the outside), but deep down I’m not very happy with how I feel. The thing is that most of the things that I have to get done are things I didn’t start, so its like finishing the job of someone else, which sometimes is more difficult than starting the job from scratch. At the same time my mind keeps thinking of other things that I could be doing (work related) and those things sound very exciting to me, but due to lack of extra time I have to postpone it.
I dunno if any of you would relate to this, or even understood what I am talking about, but its one of those days where you feel lost, and you wish time would either pass by so quickly to see things over, or it would stop forever!!